still away!!!

Dear Blog,
It is a week today, a wekk that he is in Libya and I miss him so much. There have been a lot happening this weekat work, and i thought that these could take my mind of the time we are not together, but still i couldn't.
And there is another whole week to endure. I have also started wondering of the worthiness of my work and most especially my rewards. I recently got a raise in my salary, but I do not believe it is woth the time and the effort that i spend during the last 3 months or so. I feel that everybody now asks too much from me. And i am getting tired. the nature of my work is very nuce, and there are many things to do and offer, but i do not have a reward, at least the reward i think i should have.
Then i think of all these people that do not have a job, and do not have money and all these, and then i think yo myself: You are greedy...Am i? Maybe I am.
Or maybe I am just in a bad mood because i really miss Ilias a lot. I can't wait to be with him again. Hopefully, after his coming back, we could spend some time together...
And on top of all these, i have mu landlady and her fears. Her new fear now is snakes. She found a large green snake yesterday in our garden and she went crazy, starting to put sulphur everywhere in the garden to keep snakes away... what can I say? This society puts all these fears on us, that it is amazing how we manage to get on with everything. Now most people fear of so many things: of hunger, of obesity, of several diseases, of terrorist attacks, of biological warfare, of mobile phones, of global warming, of UFO... and the list can go on forever...My landlady has a fear of snakes atop of her fear of burglers...